Back From The Void

I am back here again.. with encouragement from IanPenguin to continue blogging... I have been living without internet for about a year *gasp* (How does one do that in today's age and technology?) Technology screws me over big time. My cellphones, my laptops.. sigh... it is amazing how many things can happen to you so you cannot even barely communicate.

2010 is a scary year, like Eve says, it's 4 more years to the big 3-0. I have seen my life change in so many subtle ways that affect me greatly today..
1. My diet is definitely very unhealthy due to time constraints, choice and availability. Fast food is practically the only thing I can get at the hours I am actually free to eat.
2. Having a dog has shown me a lot about myself and Mr.Penguin in the trying hardships we've faced so far.
3. I guess, it is time for me to grow up, stop enjoying and kinda buckle down. But something in me still refuses to do so. I was given a talk recently and I do agree but I never want to lose that essence of child-like simplicity and ability to live life differently.
4. I now officially need at least ONE whole day to do all my errands. Which sucks. Because I never even have a day to myself. Which now reminds me, at this current moment, that I have to go grocery shopping. Boring blah.
5. "Let us die young or let us live forever" is the official theme of mankind's desire to reverse and stop life's very cycle which makes every moment precious. It is desirable to live a long life when we are still young, able and attractive because we know it to be finite. If it were infinite, then everything would yield the same level of attraction as paying bills in the local post office on pension-collection day.
6. I have seriously thought over my priorities for my life, and yes, I am a workaholic. I think I need that characteristic to actually survive an actual career in this line, but I do not want to regret the time lost with family and friends.
7. I lack the ability to say NO. I wonder why... A deep desire to be an overachiever? I hope not.. hmmmm.....
8. So far, I'm quite happy to say that my few resolutions for the New Year have been coming along quite well. With a certain level of regret for the hard-partying lifestyle and living life pretty much on the edge... but it's time to sober up and look to the future sans hangover. :) Well, perks are, I work like hell for the next 20 years and be able to enjoy even better when I retire. *grin*
9. I wonder why everyone is getting married! I know I'm not ready.... but congrats to Jacina.. she looked absolutely lovely! *muax* Next one up... Eve and Andrew... hmmmm.... can't wait!!

Well, that's pretty much what I can think of at the moment... currently like a caged kid set free in a candy shop. Internet is such a luxury!!

OK.. gtg... ciao...