Looking back through so many old photos and all the good times we had together with our friends, I really wonder, how they feel watching us break up, and they just never said/did anything to help us solve our problems.
It's like watching a car crash ay? It's gruesome yet you can't stop staring and talking about it, and you're so glad it didn't happen to you.
Screw all you "friends" out there. You can never realise how much pain the both of us are going through. Instead you try to medicate him with girls, booze, parties and all that fluff. There's only so far you can push him, until he steps off the edge and falls and realises what I realise now - that true friends don't do that.
Ergh. Whatever.
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Wednesday, August 31, 2011
Wednesday, August 24, 2011
Contradictions & Conclusions
Conversations about him and with him have always been about contradictions.
Me taking care of an abandoned kitten, he calls, "taking a kitten hostage".
I love him because he's a wonderful, sweet, funny, eccentric, everything we do makes magic type of person, but yet, he can also be mean, childish, vengeful, unforgiving and relentless.
My bestie said this to me, (the gist of which I gathered), that even though we had a relationship that was so superb, so magical, there was always something fundamentally wrong at the core of it. Minus what I did to him at the end of it, but what was going on all the while when we were together, were so many issues. What I did to him, was the last straw which unraveled everything we ever built together. Nobody should blame him for being angry about it all the time.
I had a huge drinking problem, firstly, which, got worse, because we had a lot of friends who love going out and partying. He was attracted to my outgoing personality at first, but then, it turned into being a trait he didn't want in a long term partner. I make friends easily, and too easily, he would say, especially with his friends and when I forgot my boundaries by becoming close to them, he became uncomfortable with it, yet closed one eye to it. Despite him always being the one who would boost my confidence, he was also the one telling me that I was far from perfect. I also had this underlying depression and constant fear of failure, that I would always present this wild, party animal, strong and arrogant character to the world, because I did not want people to see my flaws. I always talked down to him, whereas he always did things his way without wanting to admit defeat. I always acted like I was right, and so both of us were at loggerheads. I was selfish and never ever considered the consequences to any of my actions, thinking that I could always get away with it, whereas he always thought ahead, being prudent and sometimes, quite Sherlocky in his senses (his "Portuguese hunch" :D ). He was also stubborn and knew how to get what he wanted, by going around the bush, by using all kinds of emotional ways of getting people to do what he wanted them to do, I was more outspoken, and of course offended many people at many times. He was brash but covered it with his brand of unique humour, I was funny but too sharp at times.
Of course, it had its effects. Many effects, in fact, to the point where you'll find us both, sitting in the same room, quiet, the air rife with emotions and thoughts, both of us at a huge loss, in a big painful chasm, looking for something, someone, each other, maybe? So right now, after losing everything and the losing the value in everything, I honestly don't know who I am anymore. I do feel more in control of myself nowadays on a personal note, but I am still working on the rest of me. He said "You need to be fixed" and that, even according to other people, is quite a nasty statement, albeit true. What more if they knew who it was coming from? The person who wanted to spend his life with me - damaged goods. I think, it came out, because he voices his hurt, through hurting words. Yes, I hurt him a lot, even when I wasn't cheating on him. And he has also hurt me, that's why I also retaliated with hurtful words. Same modus operandi, and look where we both ended up.
Even just now, he asked me upfront, "So what happened to your therapy sessions? You're supposed to get fixed." Yes, I know, I may be temperamental and emotional, but it doesn't mean I am "schizophrenic" or "bipolar" as he so casually calls me ever so often.
He is moody, rude, cruel, grumpy, angry, untrusting, insecure, violent even, calculative, OCD, always planning and plotting and yet he can be so gentle, sweet, loving, romantic to a boy band-similarity, impulsive, caring, polite, faithful, responsible, simple, happy go lucky, adorable and little boy-ish and yet always wanting to protect his loved ones.
I am mean, sarcastic, arrogant, careless, sloppy, lazy, frivolous, forgetful, inconsiderate, gullible and yet I am also capable of being loving, loyal, straightforward, caring, compassionate, empathetic, a good listener and generally want the best for everyone I know.
You know what, World and Mr. Ian Dias?
That's not being Schizophrenic or Bipolar or in any way mentally unfit.
That's being HUMAN.
And I still love him for it all.
Whoever's out there, who's reading this right now, we are ALL human, and yet, people love us. So instead of learning to dislike each others' flaws, we should focus on our capabilities of loving people for being human, for who they are and aren't, and for who they are in our lives.
Me taking care of an abandoned kitten, he calls, "taking a kitten hostage".
I love him because he's a wonderful, sweet, funny, eccentric, everything we do makes magic type of person, but yet, he can also be mean, childish, vengeful, unforgiving and relentless.
My bestie said this to me, (the gist of which I gathered), that even though we had a relationship that was so superb, so magical, there was always something fundamentally wrong at the core of it. Minus what I did to him at the end of it, but what was going on all the while when we were together, were so many issues. What I did to him, was the last straw which unraveled everything we ever built together. Nobody should blame him for being angry about it all the time.
I had a huge drinking problem, firstly, which, got worse, because we had a lot of friends who love going out and partying. He was attracted to my outgoing personality at first, but then, it turned into being a trait he didn't want in a long term partner. I make friends easily, and too easily, he would say, especially with his friends and when I forgot my boundaries by becoming close to them, he became uncomfortable with it, yet closed one eye to it. Despite him always being the one who would boost my confidence, he was also the one telling me that I was far from perfect. I also had this underlying depression and constant fear of failure, that I would always present this wild, party animal, strong and arrogant character to the world, because I did not want people to see my flaws. I always talked down to him, whereas he always did things his way without wanting to admit defeat. I always acted like I was right, and so both of us were at loggerheads. I was selfish and never ever considered the consequences to any of my actions, thinking that I could always get away with it, whereas he always thought ahead, being prudent and sometimes, quite Sherlocky in his senses (his "Portuguese hunch" :D ). He was also stubborn and knew how to get what he wanted, by going around the bush, by using all kinds of emotional ways of getting people to do what he wanted them to do, I was more outspoken, and of course offended many people at many times. He was brash but covered it with his brand of unique humour, I was funny but too sharp at times.
Of course, it had its effects. Many effects, in fact, to the point where you'll find us both, sitting in the same room, quiet, the air rife with emotions and thoughts, both of us at a huge loss, in a big painful chasm, looking for something, someone, each other, maybe? So right now, after losing everything and the losing the value in everything, I honestly don't know who I am anymore. I do feel more in control of myself nowadays on a personal note, but I am still working on the rest of me. He said "You need to be fixed" and that, even according to other people, is quite a nasty statement, albeit true. What more if they knew who it was coming from? The person who wanted to spend his life with me - damaged goods. I think, it came out, because he voices his hurt, through hurting words. Yes, I hurt him a lot, even when I wasn't cheating on him. And he has also hurt me, that's why I also retaliated with hurtful words. Same modus operandi, and look where we both ended up.
Even just now, he asked me upfront, "So what happened to your therapy sessions? You're supposed to get fixed." Yes, I know, I may be temperamental and emotional, but it doesn't mean I am "schizophrenic" or "bipolar" as he so casually calls me ever so often.
He is moody, rude, cruel, grumpy, angry, untrusting, insecure, violent even, calculative, OCD, always planning and plotting and yet he can be so gentle, sweet, loving, romantic to a boy band-similarity, impulsive, caring, polite, faithful, responsible, simple, happy go lucky, adorable and little boy-ish and yet always wanting to protect his loved ones.
I am mean, sarcastic, arrogant, careless, sloppy, lazy, frivolous, forgetful, inconsiderate, gullible and yet I am also capable of being loving, loyal, straightforward, caring, compassionate, empathetic, a good listener and generally want the best for everyone I know.
You know what, World and Mr. Ian Dias?
That's not being Schizophrenic or Bipolar or in any way mentally unfit.
That's being HUMAN.
And I still love him for it all.
Whoever's out there, who's reading this right now, we are ALL human, and yet, people love us. So instead of learning to dislike each others' flaws, we should focus on our capabilities of loving people for being human, for who they are and aren't, and for who they are in our lives.
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
This is how I heal.... I guess...
Recently, two quotes have been said to me, from two good friends, who, I believe, can't stomach seeing me sad....
1. Evelayn: "Believe that God puts people in your life for a reason, and removes them from your life for a better reason."
2. Shan-Ti: "When love is lost, do not bow your head in sadness; instead keep your head up high and gaze into heaven for that is where your broken heart has been sent to heal."
Those words are comforting, yet it comes with a history of broken hearts, broken bonds that can't be repaired, mistakes that can't be fixed, people you will never be with again....
Anyways, as I was doing a little gardening (my soul searching happens most during these times nowadays), it came to me, that I no longer need to drink to fall asleep.
"Wise" words (trying) coming along now...
Being able to fall asleep comes from a clear conscience (which I previously did not have, my whole life).
A clear conscience comes from truly knowing that you can never change what people think and how they act. It also comes from you reconciling that fact with the decision to make life of the people who matter and those around you, much better, by seeing the best in them and the best in everything that happens, and communicating that to them.
Just a thought, which I would love to start...
I'd imagine myself, sending an email to the people who matter most to me, asking them, what they'd say at my funeral, and also, what I'd say at theirs (not wishing them sueyness, but just thinking of them as a person, and how I remember them) because, I think, if we'd act like that everyday, we'd appreciate each other more. And, of course, it's so sad, that we never get to hear those things said at our funeral, which, I think, would have made a lot of difference when said when we're still alive.
Hah. Starting a Chain Letter: Your Epitaph by Me.
Oh well, just a thought. Be great if someone out there picks it up.
Well, words of wisdom aren't so wise yet, it does not encompass all and promise to solve all problems in one paragraph, but, I'm learning and healing at the same time.
1. Evelayn: "Believe that God puts people in your life for a reason, and removes them from your life for a better reason."
2. Shan-Ti: "When love is lost, do not bow your head in sadness; instead keep your head up high and gaze into heaven for that is where your broken heart has been sent to heal."
Those words are comforting, yet it comes with a history of broken hearts, broken bonds that can't be repaired, mistakes that can't be fixed, people you will never be with again....
Anyways, as I was doing a little gardening (my soul searching happens most during these times nowadays), it came to me, that I no longer need to drink to fall asleep.
"Wise" words (trying) coming along now...
Being able to fall asleep comes from a clear conscience (which I previously did not have, my whole life).
A clear conscience comes from truly knowing that you can never change what people think and how they act. It also comes from you reconciling that fact with the decision to make life of the people who matter and those around you, much better, by seeing the best in them and the best in everything that happens, and communicating that to them.
Just a thought, which I would love to start...
I'd imagine myself, sending an email to the people who matter most to me, asking them, what they'd say at my funeral, and also, what I'd say at theirs (not wishing them sueyness, but just thinking of them as a person, and how I remember them) because, I think, if we'd act like that everyday, we'd appreciate each other more. And, of course, it's so sad, that we never get to hear those things said at our funeral, which, I think, would have made a lot of difference when said when we're still alive.
Hah. Starting a Chain Letter: Your Epitaph by Me.
Oh well, just a thought. Be great if someone out there picks it up.
Well, words of wisdom aren't so wise yet, it does not encompass all and promise to solve all problems in one paragraph, but, I'm learning and healing at the same time.
Walk with me, will you?
Thursday, November 18, 2010
Christmas Shopping!!!
OK, the fact that it's not really Christmas, and it's not yet really time to think about Christmas shopping, is the fact that I am blogging right now.
Supposedly Christmas shopping in Singapore right now is CRAZY, so it's either that you shoppers out there go straight to Singapore or just wait for the boring ol' sales that will happen somewhere sometime in KL. But trust me, sales in Sg rivals anything from sex toys to kitchen appliances. ;)
So Let's go!! I'm alll and ready to accept a few gifts here and there.. if only you all'd be ready to gift 'em. :D
- Coach Handbag
- All the free drinks at Starbucks/Coffee Bean, as long as they are low fat and at least minimum 4 shots worth of Coffee...
And............. that's pretty much all that has been keeping me alive..
Meoww............... donations welcome. Thanks you guys... *muax!!**
Supposedly Christmas shopping in Singapore right now is CRAZY, so it's either that you shoppers out there go straight to Singapore or just wait for the boring ol' sales that will happen somewhere sometime in KL. But trust me, sales in Sg rivals anything from sex toys to kitchen appliances. ;)
So Let's go!! I'm alll and ready to accept a few gifts here and there.. if only you all'd be ready to gift 'em. :D
- Coach Handbag
- All the free drinks at Starbucks/Coffee Bean, as long as they are low fat and at least minimum 4 shots worth of Coffee...
And............. that's pretty much all that has been keeping me alive..
Meoww............... donations welcome. Thanks you guys... *muax!!**
Saturday, August 14, 2010
Oh Boo Hoo
Went out for a girls' night with AthleteShinYee, Evelayn, PammyPoo and PinkyPoo at Tao by Modesto's and it was great! They had Ladies Night promo, with 2 free Bellini's and had Tequila and Vodka shot promos for RM5 and RM8 respectively. But other than that, it was great to catch up with everyone and finally see their bayang-bayang in real life after so loooooong.
After that, came back, after an hour long heart to heart with Evelayn, and came to find a mini party with Anushhka, Ramesh and VishalTengapoo at home, jamming and layaning kau kau the music as well as 2 bottles of fine Scottish whiskey. Who was I to refuse? *shrugs*
But, now, I realise, I am old...... after all that beer, Bellinis and tequila shots, adding whiskey to the mix is like a big.. WHOA NO. It's the whiskey. It ain't me. Teehee.
So yeah, had a great night, and now the boys are nicely snoring away.. and I shall delicately shimmy upstairs to a soft, comfortable albeit uno-solo bed... And get ready to face the day ahead, which, it seems, already started like...... 2 hours ago. :(
OK... cheers. Here's me signing in and signing out.
Nighto lovebirds, and Morning to yous love-worms.
cheerios. ;)
After that, came back, after an hour long heart to heart with Evelayn, and came to find a mini party with Anushhka, Ramesh and VishalTengapoo at home, jamming and layaning kau kau the music as well as 2 bottles of fine Scottish whiskey. Who was I to refuse? *shrugs*
But, now, I realise, I am old...... after all that beer, Bellinis and tequila shots, adding whiskey to the mix is like a big.. WHOA NO. It's the whiskey. It ain't me. Teehee.
So yeah, had a great night, and now the boys are nicely snoring away.. and I shall delicately shimmy upstairs to a soft, comfortable albeit uno-solo bed... And get ready to face the day ahead, which, it seems, already started like...... 2 hours ago. :(
OK... cheers. Here's me signing in and signing out.
Nighto lovebirds, and Morning to yous love-worms.
cheerios. ;)
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Sugar Highs!
Since booze is no longer permitted, one has to latch one's self onto another addiction (escapism tendencies?) and I have decided, sugar is the most legal, productive and safe. unless you're taking into account, my grandma has diabetes. heh. but, yes, for the past few days, oh i know, it's not going to be long! the guys have started to hint of an "event" to get me back on booze... thanks for the thought = save me! lol....
So being on my sugar high, I did not sleep from 6pm Monday and finished work at 5am, then FlyingTengapoo and I were so tempted to go eat. Like when are we not. SO we met KingTimon at MackyDee's The Curve, and sat there til 11am. And I was just mentioning, "It's been damn long since I came jalan-jalan at The Curve. When I actually do come around here, it's too damn early." Mana tau, we stayed until everything was already open fullswing. -_-
While we were sitting there, I had to grab their packets of Grape Jam. Question of the day, "Why do they put concord grapes and red grapes in it?" Didn't bother figuring out. Pah. Was only interested in ingredients 2 and 3 (high fructose corn syrup and sugar). =D
Then we had to start daring each other to jam-eating competitions, and drink tons of sugar + jam in our tea. So, FlyingTengapoo ended up dizzy and with a headache, started groaning like *Pumbaa* (wise words: "When you trip, go with it. Don't freak out." After that, he didn't stop talking -_- ) And KingTimon had this bright-eyed, hyper look and he couldn't stop making faces. Me? I was laughing like an ass. As per usual. We really disrupted everyone's morning that day...
Went back, did some toiletry-shopping, and once back, I started cleaning. Even when IanPenguin came back, I still wasn't done... I only finished about 12midnight. And I had to say no to yamcha with YangTheTwin. I was the one saying he doesn't go out with us, and I had to eat my words. *sigh* I'm actually surprised I'm up so early, even though my sleep got disrupted. (Guilty Party = take note)
As I'm writing this, I'm damn hungry. I'm thinking of Nuernberger sausages, or...Wendy's but, people have said, it's like a more expensive version of McD. I'll just while my time away, and eat CARL'S JR when IanPenguin gets back. OOH = I don't know if this is true, but according to one of my chef lecturers, we actually had White Castle in Penang, just before Carl's Jr opened in.....1989 or so. DAYMN! It seems, they were wonderful. And only 99cents each. Hmm.. I wonder if mom took the liberty of expanding her 5yr old's tastebuds back then. I coulda have had a Harold Und Kumar burger. Or rather, in honour of them.
Ahhh.. must practice me French. Je ne ce pas parle francais. Ca va ne pas. *lol* just thinking of when Joshher and I kept talking in French on MSN. We'd only stop after one of us went beyond understandation. And it usually happens after only 4-5 lines.
I'm off to eat some more sugar! *skips off*
So being on my sugar high, I did not sleep from 6pm Monday and finished work at 5am, then FlyingTengapoo and I were so tempted to go eat. Like when are we not. SO we met KingTimon at MackyDee's The Curve, and sat there til 11am. And I was just mentioning, "It's been damn long since I came jalan-jalan at The Curve. When I actually do come around here, it's too damn early." Mana tau, we stayed until everything was already open fullswing. -_-
While we were sitting there, I had to grab their packets of Grape Jam. Question of the day, "Why do they put concord grapes and red grapes in it?" Didn't bother figuring out. Pah. Was only interested in ingredients 2 and 3 (high fructose corn syrup and sugar). =D
Then we had to start daring each other to jam-eating competitions, and drink tons of sugar + jam in our tea. So, FlyingTengapoo ended up dizzy and with a headache, started groaning like *Pumbaa* (wise words: "When you trip, go with it. Don't freak out." After that, he didn't stop talking -_- ) And KingTimon had this bright-eyed, hyper look and he couldn't stop making faces. Me? I was laughing like an ass. As per usual. We really disrupted everyone's morning that day...
Went back, did some toiletry-shopping, and once back, I started cleaning. Even when IanPenguin came back, I still wasn't done... I only finished about 12midnight. And I had to say no to yamcha with YangTheTwin. I was the one saying he doesn't go out with us, and I had to eat my words. *sigh* I'm actually surprised I'm up so early, even though my sleep got disrupted. (Guilty Party = take note)
As I'm writing this, I'm damn hungry. I'm thinking of Nuernberger sausages, or...Wendy's but, people have said, it's like a more expensive version of McD. I'll just while my time away, and eat CARL'S JR when IanPenguin gets back. OOH = I don't know if this is true, but according to one of my chef lecturers, we actually had White Castle in Penang, just before Carl's Jr opened in.....1989 or so. DAYMN! It seems, they were wonderful. And only 99cents each. Hmm.. I wonder if mom took the liberty of expanding her 5yr old's tastebuds back then. I coulda have had a Harold Und Kumar burger. Or rather, in honour of them.
Ahhh.. must practice me French. Je ne ce pas parle francais. Ca va ne pas. *lol* just thinking of when Joshher and I kept talking in French on MSN. We'd only stop after one of us went beyond understandation. And it usually happens after only 4-5 lines.
I'm off to eat some more sugar! *skips off*
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
When All Else Fails... Pick On Me.
At first a fashion statement... 
Then Fashion Faux Pas.
Nothing better to do....
As usual, I end up being the centre of amusement. Right after PhilThePill. ;P
Radio-Happy
That night, for Jack's farewell, was supposed to start at about 9pm. We ended up outside 1U at 10.15pm, battling the jam, one car at the traffic light, one at the taxi stand, the other at the U-turn. wtf! And everyone pissed and hungry.
In a way, I'm damn glad we didn't go to Chili's, ergh. We ended up at Laundry, the only redeeming qualities are not-so-that-ergh food, yummy Creme Brulee, music and the booze. So, luckily, the kitchen was re-opened, thanks to our drinking chocolate Buddha (but gawd, how the kitchen staff musta mogok-ed. I feel their pain.) so we had our din-dins. Not enough though, but, okay la...
That night, Estranged played, and of course, left their crowd-pleaser for the last. Not really a fan of, but "Itu Kamu" is damn nice. Of course, thanks, Shahir, for playing it at work live. As well as, singing it everytime you see us. Lagi addicted la. And I mistookens that other song I was looking for, and ended up swearing,
"Motherrrr.... turbo-charged my ass. Hutan also cannot find."
Then I found out, actually, it's by HUJAN. *blush*
If I can't get it now I know, lagi mogok.
In a way, I'm damn glad we didn't go to Chili's, ergh. We ended up at Laundry, the only redeeming qualities are not-so-that-ergh food, yummy Creme Brulee, music and the booze. So, luckily, the kitchen was re-opened, thanks to our drinking chocolate Buddha (but gawd, how the kitchen staff musta mogok-ed. I feel their pain.) so we had our din-dins. Not enough though, but, okay la...
That night, Estranged played, and of course, left their crowd-pleaser for the last. Not really a fan of, but "Itu Kamu" is damn nice. Of course, thanks, Shahir, for playing it at work live. As well as, singing it everytime you see us. Lagi addicted la. And I mistookens that other song I was looking for, and ended up swearing,
"Motherrrr.... turbo-charged my ass. Hutan also cannot find."
Then I found out, actually, it's by HUJAN. *blush*
If I can't get it now I know, lagi mogok.
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
Boredom & Booze
I've been so engrossed in Facebook and its myriads of applications that you can't see until you advertise it to your friends, that I've not been blogging. There's so much to write actually... but *gasp* I've actually been putting it off, by spending so much time on FB. It's so addictive!! Got chat some more.... lagi lah..... well, so, just a fast one before I konk..
Technically speaking, I have been drinking every day since I got back from Singapore. Which is sooooooo gooooooooooooooood. *grin*
Today, I woke up with a great sense of loneliness. IanPenguin had gone off to work as usual (I don't know how he survives) and I was damn hungry. Like, I could eat a pregnant hippopotamus one shot-hungry.
Emo-ing, I was talking to EdmondYabah, who incidentally, was emo-ing as well, about work. First day at work, and he wants to challenge the manager to a grilling competition. o_0
Don't ask me, ask the hot-headed, Sabahan chef.
Finally, I kinda got the hint through to him that I was hungry AND lonely for dinner, and so, we rallied up everyone and met up at Asia Cafe. Damn long since I've been there!! And the Jumbo Juice went from RM5 to RM5.50. Motherrr......
Had OChien, which didn't have enough chilli and that pisses me off big time, and Korean Pork Chop which I only ate half, and I got 3 measly french fries, a scoop of coleslaw and a big chunk of fried rice. I only ate the porkies and the coleslaw. Left the rest. Ish. Now, I'm hungry again.
After dinner and a large Heiney, went to play a few games of pool upstairs. Noone to gawk or gossip about, so boring... Then PhilThePill comes up to me and says, "Eh, I wanna drink la..."
Immediately, my eyes *light up*
"Come over la. I've got a bottle of wine. And some more whisky." ^.^
So anyways, just now, PhilThePill and JackJiek came over, and we started talking about molecular gastronomy/nutrition (macam la big time konon) while munching on Twisties and chunks of Cheddar. They left about 4am after all the typical BS booze brings along....
I came upstairs, had a nice bath, checked Facebook and now, I'm just waiting for Ian to come back.
Thing is, I'm hungry again!!
And super gian-ing the Roti Bakar Telur Mata Kerbau from Makbul. DAYMMIT!!!
Technically speaking, I have been drinking every day since I got back from Singapore. Which is sooooooo gooooooooooooooood. *grin*
Today, I woke up with a great sense of loneliness. IanPenguin had gone off to work as usual (I don't know how he survives) and I was damn hungry. Like, I could eat a pregnant hippopotamus one shot-hungry.
Emo-ing, I was talking to EdmondYabah, who incidentally, was emo-ing as well, about work. First day at work, and he wants to challenge the manager to a grilling competition. o_0
Don't ask me, ask the hot-headed, Sabahan chef.
Finally, I kinda got the hint through to him that I was hungry AND lonely for dinner, and so, we rallied up everyone and met up at Asia Cafe. Damn long since I've been there!! And the Jumbo Juice went from RM5 to RM5.50. Motherrr......
Had OChien, which didn't have enough chilli and that pisses me off big time, and Korean Pork Chop which I only ate half, and I got 3 measly french fries, a scoop of coleslaw and a big chunk of fried rice. I only ate the porkies and the coleslaw. Left the rest. Ish. Now, I'm hungry again.
After dinner and a large Heiney, went to play a few games of pool upstairs. Noone to gawk or gossip about, so boring... Then PhilThePill comes up to me and says, "Eh, I wanna drink la..."
Immediately, my eyes *light up*
"Come over la. I've got a bottle of wine. And some more whisky." ^.^
So anyways, just now, PhilThePill and JackJiek came over, and we started talking about molecular gastronomy/nutrition (macam la big time konon) while munching on Twisties and chunks of Cheddar. They left about 4am after all the typical BS booze brings along....
I came upstairs, had a nice bath, checked Facebook and now, I'm just waiting for Ian to come back.
Thing is, I'm hungry again!!
And super gian-ing the Roti Bakar Telur Mata Kerbau from Makbul. DAYMMIT!!!
Monday, April 7, 2008
Girl's Night Out...
AAHH.... finally, after I think about one year, I met up with YzmaLyn and RexStitch and ETEeMun. I picked the sisters up and we went to Midvalley for dinner.
Chili's had a 45 minute wait, so we decided to go to Finnegan's where we made the staff wait for about 45 minutes. -_-
But, it was a great disappointment... the Pork Snackers had scraggly bits of bacon, the sausages were too dry and the mustard was mixed with wasabi powder! (wtf) I had an Old Speckled Hen, which is absolutely not my thing. Gimme a Guinness or a Paulaner anytime!
After the sleazy waiter finally made us all pissed, by charging us for extra bacon and sausages (on the pretense that, "IT WAS THE LAST PORTION") extra RM24 for baby's shit-pieces of bacon and dry sausage??? NUH-UH. He didn't bother informing us and we did not request for it. So he pulak got pissed and made us feel bad, "Fine, I'll pay for it myself." When everyone kept quiet, I thought, Hey, do something before it gets harder. So muka tebal la, I said, "So how much is our actual bill??" Man... I felt... liberated. Then we left for Eelyn's place, me and Rex shared two bottles of wine, while we all played Pictionary/Charades.
It is damn fun! We kept bringing up the old stories of how many stupid answers we gave, and of course, the stupid actions we did to act out those words. HAHAH... good times, good laughs...
Man, I wish Rex had taken more photos... OOH. Met her new squeeze.. looks like a nice guy! :) Hope things go well.. :) And Congrats Rex, for Daddy Tan's been active... She's getting a new baby sister!! In addition to her cockerspaniel and doberman. Hmmm... /:o
Then, I was super tired and high... Eemun asked me to stay over, but I desperately wanted to go back and sleep naked. Manatau, IanPenguin had to freak out and called everyone umpteen times. I was, by then, already fast asleep, nicely bathed, smelling nice and in Dreamland.
Ian, CHILL. You Drama Queen!!
OH which, by the way, Padan Muka, the fact that you were spied on while bathing at work, by your bapuk admirer. Lol. And in Midvalley, we spotted the feminine-guy who kept flirting with Ian back in my college smoking zone.
He seems to attract them. I wonder why............
Chili's had a 45 minute wait, so we decided to go to Finnegan's where we made the staff wait for about 45 minutes. -_-
But, it was a great disappointment... the Pork Snackers had scraggly bits of bacon, the sausages were too dry and the mustard was mixed with wasabi powder! (wtf) I had an Old Speckled Hen, which is absolutely not my thing. Gimme a Guinness or a Paulaner anytime!
After the sleazy waiter finally made us all pissed, by charging us for extra bacon and sausages (on the pretense that, "IT WAS THE LAST PORTION") extra RM24 for baby's shit-pieces of bacon and dry sausage??? NUH-UH. He didn't bother informing us and we did not request for it. So he pulak got pissed and made us feel bad, "Fine, I'll pay for it myself." When everyone kept quiet, I thought, Hey, do something before it gets harder. So muka tebal la, I said, "So how much is our actual bill??" Man... I felt... liberated. Then we left for Eelyn's place, me and Rex shared two bottles of wine, while we all played Pictionary/Charades.
It is damn fun! We kept bringing up the old stories of how many stupid answers we gave, and of course, the stupid actions we did to act out those words. HAHAH... good times, good laughs...
Man, I wish Rex had taken more photos... OOH. Met her new squeeze.. looks like a nice guy! :) Hope things go well.. :) And Congrats Rex, for Daddy Tan's been active... She's getting a new baby sister!! In addition to her cockerspaniel and doberman. Hmmm... /:o
Then, I was super tired and high... Eemun asked me to stay over, but I desperately wanted to go back and sleep naked. Manatau, IanPenguin had to freak out and called everyone umpteen times. I was, by then, already fast asleep, nicely bathed, smelling nice and in Dreamland.
Ian, CHILL. You Drama Queen!!
OH which, by the way, Padan Muka, the fact that you were spied on while bathing at work, by your bapuk admirer. Lol. And in Midvalley, we spotted the feminine-guy who kept flirting with Ian back in my college smoking zone.
He seems to attract them. I wonder why............
Saturday, April 5, 2008
Haha... I'm finally posting up something here as opposed to F*****ster (http://marlborobiatch.blogs.friendster.com/daily_fix/), just testing the waters here...
Well, today was a good day.. I sent IanPenguin off to work, since both of us had morning shifts. He took the 6am bus, we reached at 5.45am and I subsequently left for college. Got great parking, switched on the lavly aircon and slept til 6.45am. Kena called on the phone by EdmondYabah (if not, I think I'd miss class at 7am). Was really tired, the whole PowerChef thing really took a toll on all of us.
So all the blackcircle-eyed people gathered in the kitchen, still blur and some still asleep. Then, Chef Darren came in and we thought, OKAY, let's cook!! It's been 4 months since we cooked anything, so everyone's really looking forward to this semester. Suddenly he said, "Okay guys, I want this whole kitchen clean, bright, washed down and shining spotless in an hour."
AT 7 O'CLOCK IN THE MORNING?? Nevertheless, Group A, CULA1 did it. YES - and we did it under the required time. Then he came back, nodded and sent us off for cigarettes. :D
Came back, and for our subject today, International Cooking I, we were looking at Thai cuisine. So we made Green Curry, Water Chestnut & Prawn Salad (Yam Krachup), Steamed Fish (Pla something) and Thai Fried Rice (Kao Phad). My Thai is coming slowly to me...
We cleaned up, sent back excess ingredients to the store then settled down to eat.
While we were all standing around the main table, this great feeling of doom hit me.
I called EdmondYabah.
Eh, I'm sorry to say this but....
What is it?
Well... I feel like shite. I badly need to drink.
(Ed's face lights up) OKAY! Let's go.
OK!! Your place ya? Fast one...
No prob. Giant selling big bottle at RM10.79. Each one la, just to relax..
OK! Aaron? Yang? Phil? Steven? Fatt? Howard?
Aaron: Err... OKlah. (but ended up going home) -_-
Yang: ON la!!
Phil: (for once) huh? don't wantla..... (then kena sound, so he agreed)
Steven: (we decided for him - YES)
Fatt: Can't la.. I'm broke. Next time ok?
Howard: What time la?
Me: After class la.
Howard: (looks at watch) ....WHAT???!!!! At 11am???!!
Edmond: Just give us booze, anytime, anywhere.
Howard: Aiyah. I have training la. At night la. I'll definitely come.
Me: OK. But we're still going. Booze is always top priority.
So we bought a bottle each, except for EvenStevens (who had 2 tins, which one of, me, PhilthePill and EdmondYabah shared). EdmondYabah and I drove to Giant Atria to buy, and when we reached his house, PhilthePill, EvenStevens and YangYang were all asleep in YangYang's Avanza. Mahai.
BUT! It was for the best la.
We decided to drink in the Avanza, which will now be affectionately known as the Mobile Club.
PhilthePill was reluctant to drink, but after the first sip, a BIG SMILE broke out on his face. Kudikaran will always be kudikaran.
Point of this all, we had tons of fun, the aircon blasting, music pumping (with PhilthePill deejaying and giving shoutouts to the crowds). At 12.30noon, MobileClub closed, with a last call-slow song (like in a real club la konon LOL) and we all left, some relaxed, some red, some high, some sleepy. HAHAH.
Video below:
A Beautiful Start To A New Semester (and A New Club)
Well, today was a good day.. I sent IanPenguin off to work, since both of us had morning shifts. He took the 6am bus, we reached at 5.45am and I subsequently left for college. Got great parking, switched on the lavly aircon and slept til 6.45am. Kena called on the phone by EdmondYabah (if not, I think I'd miss class at 7am). Was really tired, the whole PowerChef thing really took a toll on all of us.
So all the blackcircle-eyed people gathered in the kitchen, still blur and some still asleep. Then, Chef Darren came in and we thought, OKAY, let's cook!! It's been 4 months since we cooked anything, so everyone's really looking forward to this semester. Suddenly he said, "Okay guys, I want this whole kitchen clean, bright, washed down and shining spotless in an hour."
AT 7 O'CLOCK IN THE MORNING?? Nevertheless, Group A, CULA1 did it. YES - and we did it under the required time. Then he came back, nodded and sent us off for cigarettes. :D
Came back, and for our subject today, International Cooking I, we were looking at Thai cuisine. So we made Green Curry, Water Chestnut & Prawn Salad (Yam Krachup), Steamed Fish (Pla something) and Thai Fried Rice (Kao Phad). My Thai is coming slowly to me...
We cleaned up, sent back excess ingredients to the store then settled down to eat.
While we were all standing around the main table, this great feeling of doom hit me.
I called EdmondYabah.
Eh, I'm sorry to say this but....
What is it?
Well... I feel like shite. I badly need to drink.
(Ed's face lights up) OKAY! Let's go.
OK!! Your place ya? Fast one...
No prob. Giant selling big bottle at RM10.79. Each one la, just to relax..
OK! Aaron? Yang? Phil? Steven? Fatt? Howard?
Aaron: Err... OKlah. (but ended up going home) -_-
Yang: ON la!!
Phil: (for once) huh? don't wantla..... (then kena sound, so he agreed)
Steven: (we decided for him - YES)
Fatt: Can't la.. I'm broke. Next time ok?
Howard: What time la?
Me: After class la.
Howard: (looks at watch) ....WHAT???!!!! At 11am???!!
Edmond: Just give us booze, anytime, anywhere.
Howard: Aiyah. I have training la. At night la. I'll definitely come.
Me: OK. But we're still going. Booze is always top priority.
So we bought a bottle each, except for EvenStevens (who had 2 tins, which one of, me, PhilthePill and EdmondYabah shared). EdmondYabah and I drove to Giant Atria to buy, and when we reached his house, PhilthePill, EvenStevens and YangYang were all asleep in YangYang's Avanza. Mahai.
BUT! It was for the best la.
We decided to drink in the Avanza, which will now be affectionately known as the Mobile Club.
PhilthePill was reluctant to drink, but after the first sip, a BIG SMILE broke out on his face. Kudikaran will always be kudikaran.
Point of this all, we had tons of fun, the aircon blasting, music pumping (with PhilthePill deejaying and giving shoutouts to the crowds). At 12.30noon, MobileClub closed, with a last call-slow song (like in a real club la konon LOL) and we all left, some relaxed, some red, some high, some sleepy. HAHAH.
Video below:
A Beautiful Start To A New Semester (and A New Club)
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