Crossroads

Everywhere I turn, there seems to be crossroads... 
At the crossroads of my life, it's so hard to make a choice.


Should I learn from the biggest winners and risk it all in one chance?
Or should I just knuckle down and never have that last dance?
Should it be easy to leave an inferno behind?
Should it be so hard to speak what's in my mind?


What would the world be like, if everyone spoke their mind? Their true, honest feelings...
It would be simple? Yes? No? It might be more hurtful, but at least, a little clearer..


I wish, for a time, less complicated than this... 
I wish, I were a different person, a different world, a different lifetime...
I wish I were less daring, less prone to challenging norms, less empathic...
I wish I were more toned down, less spontaneous, less carefree, less soft hearted...


More majority than minority, more mainstream than alternative
More quiet than noisy, more introvert than extrovert
More reined in than demonstrative, more submissive than challenging
More domesticated than fun-loving, more right than right now...


Would you wish the same of me?