Time To Get A New Lappy

No offense meant.... but I'm going to get a lappy, WITHOUT anyone's help, advice, contacts and/or string-pulling. Then only, can I bear all complaints, problems and grouses fully on my own lack of judgement. 


MAC BABY!!!


Recently, this laptop took an unapproved hiatus into the world of darkness and absolute refusal to start up.... Making life for me, hard, but not so hard, remind of those days where technology was an idea expressed in movies and sci-fi films. (No la, I'm not that old. LOL)


But, it has taught me a lot. For one, patience. Secondly, it weaned me off my dependence on Facebook (and the internet in general). Although, it sucks not to be able to send out mails, especially during this time of finger-wiggling uncertainty.


Yes, I am waiting for my internship to commence. Although, despite what many have said, I do not seem to be getting anywhere with the applications. Hmmmm.... Another question is, should I go or should I stay? I would like to stay, but, something inside me, tells me that, once I stay, I shall stay here forever. Pessimistic and Messianistic, I may sound, but the same old thing happened to my mom, and until now, it still bothers her.


So, I say, SCREW uncertainty, comfort zones and familiarity (with somewhat more conviction than I actually feel). If it comes, and it's meant to be, then GO I shall!


Random thought: OMG, something I discovered *blush* whilst rereading my dissertation, was a sentence in the conclusion, that I should have seen!! I used the word "Real" when I should have used "Actual". It ended up having the subject come across as imaginary vs. reality when it should have been assumed vs. actual. Adoi...maluness.... Oh well, so much for my powderful England. 


So, uncertainty vs. certainty, challenge vs. comfort, adventure vs. knuckling down.


One of the hardest decisions ever....


A song to suit me in my current mood...