Already my working hours do not grant me a normal life, what more today, I just got back from work just this. Auditors from SFSMS (Safe environment workplace food and hygiene thingies) reached today, so the whole place was thrown into major clean-up.
Stayed back to make sure all the items were date-marked correctly, things properly placed and cleaned right down to their tiny nooks and crannies.. and the whole time I was just thinking, that Ian had made an appointment with me Monday night. I was so pissed off during service because I knew we would have to stay late that night. Lagi la, phone died.
And, to add to all that, I've to be in the kitchen by 7am, meaning, reach hotel at 6.45am the latest, leave the house by 6am latest. The executive chef's orders. So, I've got 4 lonely hours to sleep, another appointment that tak jadi passes by, I miss him and Tinky so so so so so so so much it's really driving me crazy, and another day forward into that lonesomeness-forever-future. :*-(
Maybe it's for the best, maybe he would have just msged me and said he's not free, came back late and he's tired and whatnot. Yeah, avoidance. It really hurts.
What can I do? Wait..... and wait..... until he is happily married with kids with some beautiful girl who can cook all his favourite dishes and More, and be the one he's always needed and wanted.
Me? Just work work work, and probably be eaten up when I die alone in this house, by my 40 cats and dogs. *sigh*
*another stale piece of KFC, milk and off to a Nap before work... again.*
Daily Epidoses: Not-so-daily doses of life. Bite-sized! (most of the time) :)
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